Happy New Year or Sweet 16!

Well, 2015 has ended and can I say that I am excited about that (and not because it was bad). Actually, it was exactly opposite. 2015 was the best year my family has ever had. Did I say perfect? No!! We had problems, obstacles, and set backs, but we have learned, made changes, made goals, and grown! We were blessed! We were strengthened! We were prepared for a S~W~E~E~T 2016!!

As a family, we have one main goal this year. 

                "More GOD Less Me"

More love, less hate

More health,less lesciviousness

More faith, less fear (worry)

More grace, less judgement

More forgiveness, less grudges

More positive, less negative

More peace, less chaos

More giving, less taking

More building, less tearing

More fun, less problems

More patience, control, rest, memories, wisdom, blessings, and again LOVE

MORE GOD, less me!!

From our family to yours,

We pray for you a Happy and Prosperous New Year!!

Then, Now, and Forever

We started our journey together almost 26 years ago as high school kids and it has been a bumpy struggle to say the least. On again- off again, married-divorced, but 19 years ago today we made the decision to remarry and build our family. That was by far the best decision of our lives. Look at this beautiful happy, life we have built. I'm not saying we are perfect, and thank God we don't pretend to be. I am saying that we are imperfectly perfect by the Grace of God!!

IN THIS FAMILY

WE DO REAL

WE DO MISTAKES

WE DO IM SORRY

WE DO SECOND CHANCES

WE DO FUN

WE DO HUGS

WE DO FORGIVENESS

WE DO REALLY LOUD

AND WE DO LOVE, 

UNCONDITIONAL LOVE!!!

I can't say that I have always be married to my best friend, because for so long we were just each other's habits. Not until February 8, 2014, did I find my best friend. My husband made a decision that changed our lives. It changed our jobs, town, friends, and family. This was a pure miracle of God. Maybe one of these days he will tell everyone about it, but that is not my story to tell. I am now married to my very best friend. A man that I am extremely proud of. Does he stumble? Does he fall? Yes!! We all do. 

I love this man I am married to more than anything! I can't tell you how proud I am of how far he has come! I am so thankful that my kids have a dad that is strong and courageous, who makes mistakes and shows them how to apologize and take responsibility, who is learning every day that you can only be a victim if you allow yourself to be. He is a dad that is passionate about his feelings and his family! Above all else, I am so thankful that he loves the Lord God (his daddy) with all his heart and is daily learning to walk and talk with him in order to be a Godly example for his children.

I love you Chad!! Happy Anniversary!! 

Different Spring Breaks???

This year, I am teaching in Greenville, the girls go to school in Quinlan, Dalton is still in Caddo and Chad started a new job at L-3. With this situation, I expected our schedules to be a challenge, but comparing school calendars and noticing that my Spring Break was different from the kids, wasn't what I had planned. 

Every year we plan a week of fun as a family. Each year we take a vacation, pick a different place to go everyday, or plan a camping trip. So, since the beginning of the school year, I have been concerned about how we were going to handle this difference. Around Thanksgiving, we started talking about going snow skiing. I had decided just to take a few days off while the kids had Spring Break and go.

The closer we got and the more I started to try to plan everything, the more complicated it got. Caitlyn has track and then cheer tryouts and Dalton has a fishing tournament. Choosing dates became impossible. As we were talking about this scheduling problems, I jokingly popped off that Chad and I should just go by ourselves. Of course we threw that thought out immediately . We couldn't run off without the kids. The girls would be so mad and we can't be away from them that long. 

Then, I kept thinking about this. *Scheduling for the whole family is impossible. *Dalton really doesn't want to go anyway. *It won't even cost us half as much. *We haven't gone anywhere by ourselves for more than a day or so. * We need some time for ourselves!!!

So.... IN 5 DAYS, CHAD AND I ARE HEADING TO THE MOUNTAINS!!  

If you have been around me lately or if you have stuck around for the end of this post, you know that I am SUPER EXCITED!!! I can't wait and the closer it gets the more excited I get. 

Here is a little preview of our 5 day, kid-free, ski vacation. Actual trip pictures will come when we get back.

but for the Grace of God

What you have done nor who you used to be determine your future or make you who you are. Yes, decisions you make can result in consequences, good or bad, that you will have to live with or overcome. If you pick up one end of a stick, the other end comes with it whether you like it or not. Sin can effect your life and definitely effects your faith. It can keep you from walking in the life that you were destined to live. Sin can pull you towards the things of this world, when your are suppose to live under God's promise which is not of this world. 

On the other end of this, is Grace. The sin you have or will commit is not who you are. If you are a child of God, "The one true King," you are LOVED and you are FORGIVEN (from your past to your future). And, even if you do stumble, it doesn't change that. He paid the price for your stumbles and he redeemed you from the curse. 

Hebrews 10:17 "And their sins and iniquities will I remember no more."

All of that being said....I have my own proof!

One year ago today, my husband made a decision that has totally turned our lives around. The girls and I were in San Antonio for the weekend and had no idea what was going on at home. Apparently the Holy Spirit was at work on Chad. 

From the time we first met, he has battled with anger, depression, fear, sin, habits, and hurt. He had attempted changing so many times that I can't even remember, but he was always pulled back in. Sometimes the pull came from friends, family, or just temptations and he never had the ability or the drive to free himself from this cycle he had created...

...but for the Grace of God!!

God intervened and put a dream in his heart, a drive in his mind, and gave him strength that he never knew he could have. I'm not saying he is now miraculously perfect. He stumbles and stumbles hard sometimes. I'm saying he now sees himself as his father does. He is worthy. He is qualified. He is REDEEMED! "He is the picture of Grace."

  

*This man went from literally working his fingers to the bones to have nothing to working the best and easiest job he has ever had at L-3.
*This man went from feeling like he was absolutely nothing to a Godly husband and father. Yes, he still gets on my nerves and can most definitely still push the right buttons, but he is a work in progress and  HE is the man of my dreams. I can't tell you how proud I am of him! 

Chad,
I loved you then. I love you now. I'll love you forever!!

Sweet 16

I remember like it was yesterday, how excited I was to know I would soon have a baby girl. I know my son, that I loved very much, was just as much a part of me as she, but to have a little me to lug around was just a little different. I thought she was my personal baby doll for a while. I dressed her up in every adorable outfit I had; just to take a picture and I started shopping with her when she was just a few days old. Little did I know what exactly I was receiving. God blessed me with so much more than just a beautiful little girl. He gave me a perfect mixture of me and my best friend (Chad).        She has the biggest heart for others and loves Jesus with her whole heart.

     Her family means everything to her and I see it in her care for her sister. 

     She is feisty and fierce. She will never be any one's doormat. 

     She loves our attention, especially as she cheers in front of the TV.

     She is beautiful, yet humble and doesn't quite know it yet (selfies don't count).

     She is TUFF as a boot and needs no one's help.

     She is diligent and determined. Don't get in her way!

     She stands firm in what she believes and works hard to show it.

     She is a true blessing to everyone around her. 

Happy 16th Birthday to my beautiful, sweet, strong, smart...cheerleader, redneck, athlete, Princess.

I Love You the WHOLE WIDE WORLD and I am extremely proud of the young lady you have become. 

     

     

He's Greater

Bring your tired

Bring your shame

Bring your guilt

Bring your pain

Don’t you know that’s not you’re name

You will always be much more to me

Every day I wrestle with the voices

That keep telling me I’m not right

But that’s alright

‘Cause I hear a voice and He calls me redeemed

When others say I’ll never be enough

And greater is the One living inside of me

Than he who is living in the world

In the world

In the world

And greater is the One living inside of me

Than he who is living in the world

Bring your doubts

Bring your fears

Bring your hurt

Bring your tears

There’ll be no condemnation here

You are holy, righteous and redeemed

Every time I fall

There’ll be those who will call me

A mistake

Well that’s ok

There’ll be days I lose the battle

Grace says that it doesn’t matter

‘Cause the cross already won the war

He’s Greater

He’s Greater

I am learning to run freely

Understanding just how He sees me

And it makes me love Him more and more

He’s Greater

He’s Greater

By Mercy Me

My Blog: Working on Me!

Yes! I am at it again and hopefully I will keep it up. My niece just started blogging and she reminded me how much of a stress reliever it was. I SOMETIMES NEED THAT. I also, need to continually remind my flesh and my mouth of the "New Me" that I am determined to be. I don't always have to say what I think, put my two cents in, stir the pot, or get dragged into D*R*A*M*A! "They are not my monkeys and this is not my circus" is one of my new sayings. I am learning, especially at work, that the less I talk; the less stress I have. From now on, I am taking care of my business while being a blessing to others and without getting sucked into negative junk and drama that really isn't my concern anyway. I am LOVED, FORGIVEN, and REDEEMED (physically, spiritually, financially, and socially). I have the Blessing of God on my life and I refuse to let stress, negativity, or drama steal my joy nor my peace.

Two Teenagers in the House!!!

My Beautiful daughter, Caitlyn, turned 13 today and I am not too sure how I feel about that. I have tried so hard to keep her young minded and innocent, but this feesl like she now in a whole new world. I know she is a wonderful, Godly, young lady, so I am not worried about her. I just don't want her to change to fast and yet I know that that is where we are headed.

Or....maybe it is more about me. Have I done everything I could to prepare for the next few years? I guess everybody has these thoughts and I never thought that it would bother me, but boy it has eaten at me all day. Of course, I am old enough to have two teenagers, but I don't think I was ready for my girl to cross that line.

I pray every day for God's will in the lives of my children and that every step they make is guided by him and that is what I am going to stand on. He perfects that which concerns me and I rely on my faith in what he has done for all of us.

On a lighter note....What a great day and special way to celebrate a birthday. Church this morning as a family, steaks on the grill for lunch (thanks mom & dad), and a Birthday dinner at Genghis Grill with the whole crew. Thanks everyone for joining us! She had a great time.

Happy Birthday Caitlyn Cheyenne!! I LOVE YOU THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD!!!

Summer Vacation is Here!

I have been sitting here for a few minutes just thinking about how wonderful teaching is. A few good reasons for this thought are: spending your days with children-keeps you young, adding to another person's life-makes your heart happy, having teachers' hours-frees up time for your own family, and...do I have to say it? SUMMER! SUMMER! SUMMER VACATION!!!

Tomorrow is actually the first day of my Summer! I am SOOO ready. I have been counting down the days since Spring Break. Chad and I and the kids leave on Wednesday to head to Florida for a week. We are all very anxious. It has been 3 years since we have been to Disney World and Denim remembers the stories more than she actually remembers being there. So, we are going to spend four days there. We are going to make a point to do our favorite things put also experience some new things. You know? This will be our 3rd trip and there are lots of things we haven't seen or done. Plus, my old best friend, Brandi, and her family are going. So I know that will be fun when we all hook up. Our whole trip wont be at Disney though. We are spending a few days on North Redington Beach playing in the ocean and laying on the beach. We are also going to drive around and see some places like Tampa Bay and Cape Canaveral.

If you can't tell? I am super excited to get there! Even been going through pics from past trips and that just makes the waiting worse. It will be here soon enough though.

Have a Great Summer Everyone!

Lost It ALL!!

Okay. So I have to start all over on my blog. I was in the middle of changing my layout.I downloaded the one I had so that I didn't lose it and then started changing stuff.  I previewed the new one. Everything looked fine, so I saved it. When I clicked "view blog" it went to the new layout for like 5 seconds and the screen went blue and I couldn't get out of it or back in without going back to Bloggers home page. I tried and tried to figure it out, but NO. So I was going to go back to the old one for now. Yeah NO that didn't work either. I can't find where it downloaded to. I have spent days trying to find it. So I guess I lost it all and now I HAVE TO START FROM MY CLASSIC TEMPLATE. J~O~Y!!!!  So, give me a bit. It will all be neat and cute in a few days and IF ANYONE HAS ANY NEW IDEAS OR PLACSE TO GET NEW STUFF FOR BLOGGER PLEASE LET ME KNOW!

Me and my girls on Mother's Day.

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Mother's Day 2011

Wow! Mother's Day has already came and gone. But, although it went by fast it did seem to last all weekend. Chad and I had a date night Friday. On Saturday we watched the parade from home, went to Foxfest for a bit, went Mother's Day shopping, and finished the night with a nice family dinner. Then, Sunday was the best Mother's Day ever: church, lunch with my mom, and spent the afternoon floating around the pool soaking up some sun. It was such a peaceful, fun day. The only complaint was that Dalton wasnt up to par and wouldnt let me take his picture. Other than that my Mother's Day was everything I could have asked for. Im soo blessed to be the mom of three amazing children. It is like having Mother's Day every day. I cant forget my husband and all he did. Thank you guys. I love you all!

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Where did time go?

I can't believe I haven't posted since January 2nd. I know we have been super duper busy, but man time has flown by.

I am really only on here now to get a little stress therapy. We are having a crazy week. Next week is Spring Break and we are heading to the mountains, but right now Caitlyn and I are spending lots of time cheering and dancing. She has cheerleader tryouts Friday afternoon. She has worked and worked and I sure do hope it pays off. I think I am more nervous than she is, but I am not going to let her know.

Well, it has been a hard couple of weeks for our family. On top of basketball, cheer, and work; Chad's Granny passed away on February 23rd. She was such am important part of our family. It is hard to think about not being able to go see her. You know...never, in the 21 years I have been a part of this family, did she ever treat me like her grandson's wife. She made sure I knew that I was her granddaughter too. I could never express what that meant to me and the love in my heart that I have for her. She was and always will be a remarkable lady that loved all of us unconditional. I pray that my children and grandchildren can one day see those same things in me. I love you Granny!

'Tis the Season

Wow!! What an amazing Christmas Season we have had. The best ever, I do believe. I'm not talking about the gifts and the food and the fun....those are always great. I am talking about the PEACE and LOVE that settled into our home. And it just seemed to travel with us everywhere. Even with the devil trying to spoil stuff by attacking Denim and I with sickness; there was still Peace. We all really, really enjoyed the whole month of December as a family. I don't know if I am expressing what I mean very much and I don't know that I can, so.....enough said. I just know, IT ONLY GETS BETTER FROM HERE.

Besides all the family gatherings, church parties, and Santa Claus; we got a new baby neice two days before Christmas. What a present. Luci Colt Crow is absolutely beautiful. She was born on 12-23-2010 at 1:43 pm, weighing 7 lbs. 5 oz and 20 inches long. Just another reminder of the Love of Jesus for his children. I have not been able to go and see her since she was born, but Denim and I are well now and we are going to make some time to GO SEE THAT BABY! Cant wait to hold her again.

Now it is a new year and boy is the Crow Family ready for it!! Lots of plans for this year and I will definitely let you know as they unfold. Enjoy all the Christmas pictures and remember for the year to come...."God wants to take care of every area of your life, even the smallest detail"  you have to let him and expect it!!

BAD BLOGGER

Yes! I have been an awful blogger lately. I just realized I had pictures on my sd card from Denim's birthday, which was in October. I feel sooo guilty for not getting some up right away. Sooo, I guess I have to make up for it. She had alot of fun with Chuck E Cheese. She wasn't scared at all this year. It was really great.

We have had soo much going on. In October we had Denim's 4th Birthday, and then finished out with our Halloween festivities: Hallelujah Night @ Covenant Ranch and then Trick-or-Treating around Caddo. I got lots of adorable pictures, but you will have to check my facebook to see most of them. Too many for my blog.

Our November has consisted of finishing up football and kicking off basketball. Along with catching a few High School Rodeos. My nephew, Paden, he just started the rodeo circuit this year and is really doing great! Our other nephew, Luke, had to have brain surgery due to a head injury he received back in September. He is doing good, but is still recovering. Please continue to pray for a quick and full recovery. We know he is healed, whole and well, but now to recover. And boy it is hard to tell a 6 year old to slow down and rest.

Well, we are now coming into an amazing time of the year Christmas. I just love it and get sooo excited. I promise to post some between now and the New Year.   Have a Peaceful, stress-free season!